I simply, cant. Go ahead, i'm used t being alone. Regretted and alone, it's not th first time. Dont fake your care and concern. I wont fall for tht. It's sometimes foolish t hold hopes when you knew some things are impossible. Thnks for th lessons you gave. I've learnt alot.

My mind once screamed at me for help. It asked me if it should continue being such a fool, cause it really cant let go. But now, it's decided. It's getting more intelligent.

I'm lacking of updates ;o Didn't attend school today due t dental appointment. Extracted teeth, inserted a silvery idk wht at my teeth. ._. On t way t tpy saw someone sent back home t dye hair. On th way t orchard saw some sec 5n ppl ;o Looks familiar, cause they were wearing uniform x.x Dont they have school ? o.o

I cant eat properly nao :( I only ate like one/fifth of my normal meals. Pathetic okays. I'm so brave manzxc. I cant bite properly :( And i am so hungry ! :[ Mummy is cooking porridge for me :D But sch doesn't sells tht often :( Nvm, i think it's a good way of diet. You cant fall for temptation alr. Hhaa. I am so hungry D: ROAR. And, plus i've got ulcer :[ This is bad okays ! D:

Went t orchard t repair phone. My phone is beyond repair alr. Collect for th first day and it spoils again on th second day. They claimed they'll change th mother board of th phone. But i bet it'll spoil again. Z!

I missed alot of things today D: I still dont know who is my teachers and wht they did, wht i have t bring tmr, and announcements on cca. Okay i know i am being guai ok. LOL. Thanks la !

First day of sch was boring, and passed really fast. Th queue of th bookshop was un-tolerable. I should have bought my books earlier x.x

K, i am gonna drink water t full my stomach. See my slim down LOL. Hhaa. x.x

Traces of discouragements make me alert.