Actually, it doesn't make a difference if you exist.

Gave me up, had me twisted, had me fooled.
Stop playing w me. Not your toy.
This is not something new, yet i feel so different this time round.
This first time, and last time, i gonna trust someone so much.
Wrong decision, wrong step.
Mistakes over and over again.
装着一副若无其事的样子，不代表我不在乎。
Yay? Through it all.

Back to post.
Appointment was 210 in th afternoon,
but mummy woke me up at 8 in th morning,
she thought it was fifth today.
Dr.I Put a band in between my teeth,
was quite painful D:
But extraction was worse D:
I feel weird w teeths missing at th back now ,
should i even agreed about having braces ? x.x
This is bad D:
Went out w mummy thn bought alotalot things.
I didn't pay for any x.x
Mummy paid everything for me , yay <3
Bused home and slept :x tired bodoh D:
Sleptsleptslept, till around 7 for dinner.
Arghhs, my posts are so boring :x
I am so boring :<
Haven't been having th right mood t msg.
Th passed times were great. Smiles, laugh, giggles.
Haven't been using lappy for days,
idk wht should i do w lappy.
I seriously wasted this holiday man x.x
I should've did my assessments, guai k.
Played audi again and again, actually audi's not fun at all,
when thr's no meaning playing it..
Hmmphs, i shall end, my eyes are closing .
Bye, love.

Tomorrow, end of 2009.

Merry christmas ! :D
&happy birthday jesus.
Woke at 7 in th morning, went t church,
with lots of people.
Christmas service was at th 3000 seater sanctuary at th classrooms block.
Th sanctuary was super nice ! Red in colour!
I reached on time, but by th time i was outside th sanctuary,
it was alr full.
I wanted t seat on th balcony seats, but it was also full.
This is bad ;
I had t sit on th steps cause thr were little seats left for th elderlies.
Hahs, P.Dom said if thr were really no spaces, th youths will seat on th floor.
Yay ? LOL.
Sat w sist on th steps.
Service ended at 1015. Around thr .
Hmm, went off t interchange t eat.
Then t pop t buy my earpiece :D
Thnks sist for paying for me , <3
Thn bus-ed back home.
Yea, Thts my christmas :D

Dont abuse my trust for you,

AND, I CLAIM, AGAIN THT MY HAIR, ISN'T EXTENDED NOR REBORNED!

No lappy, no pictures, no audi, z!
Using dad'd comp was a boredom, nothing installed !
It's super empty D:
But it's better than no msn :x
Created new audi acc - too many ppl knows my acc.
And i cant change th pw x.x
Cause idk th asiasoft acc's pw and id.
So pathetically, i had t abandon my lvl 30 acc,
for a new acc.
But i am so going t train my new acc , yay.
But i guess i'll stop at lvl 10.
It's rlly diff t get it t lvl 30 again D:
Or rather, a main.
I'll take years t lvl D:
Using th new acc t tag hearts, and i'll join highlighter, yay.
Idw t abandon my fam either, neither do i want t disban it.
But if LL was going t hack my acc, i rather it merges w highlighter.
Great, i am so going t train th new acc.
Yay, LOL. Create new acc, not gonna create fams again, yay?
I'll join fams w laoshu ?
Eww, i am so going t change th name of th new acc. LOL
Oh great, merry christmas eve, yet i have no messages.
Totally no messages. So many ppl on my contact list,
yet just no one t message, zz.
How pathetic am i ._.
Great, sist ps me go out w friends again D:
At home, eat sleep drink play wht can i do more.
Z! Such a boredom ._.

"I just want you for christmas."

T th world you might just be one person, but t me you're th world.
It takes a minute t crush on someone, an hour t like someone, a day t love someone - and a lifetime t forget someone.

Update! :D
I got back my original phone! It's like finally back frm th hospital D:
It's going t be 3 soon D:
This is soooo boring D:
Tagged hearts till about one plus.
Thn solo tag, for awhile, now i am sooo sleeeeepy D:
*yawns
This human ask me go window look. LOLOL.
This human just went home LOL .
LOL, time check now, 3.12, and this human ask me pass tissue t him. LOL.
So late still hanging around void deck LOL.
Think he stepped on water or wht.
I seriously have nothing much t post about x.x
I am gonna go off t sleep ! :D Bye ! :D

Cause you play a big role in my life. Everything, reminds me of you. It's only you, no one else.

Hey , back t update.
I woke at 8.15 , this is unbelievable.
Maybe was because not used t sleeping at sist's bed D:
I walked t th kitchen, mummy looked at me, w tht surprised eyes.
LOL. Watched her cook.
Did seriously nothing till 12plus, when i came on lappy.
Went t audi straight. Didn't tag hearts D:
Planning t night tag. Well tht's we always do. ._.
Tag till around 3 in th morning before sleeping.
But tht's fun :D Hard t find taggers at night .
Today's abit high. LOL.
Uploaded photos, yay. LOL.
Some super overdue-ed photos are not uploaded,
cause it's in another memory.c ._.
I'll upload other's on blogger next time. :D
Takecares peeps ! (L)
When th first step taken was wrong, th rest tht follows, leads t disasters.
You're seriously more than i could think of.
It's quite upsetting. Sometimes, for you, i dont appear like how i think inside. But i rather you it's this way instead of another. For it's positive for you. All th best.

Update :D
Lacking of updates recently D:
Holidays are ending soon oh .__.
I miss sch, i miss studying, i miss homeworks D:
LOL. Seriously i prefer studying like bookworm over staying at home .
LL helped me buy channel. Then psk came online.
Abit blur today, i laughed crazily just now.
And typed fried rice as friend rice. LOL.
Played audi for awhile, tagged hearts for awhile,
tagged fp for awhile, offed audi.
Came t msn and blog, thn tweettweet.
Chatted w psk while posting.
While audiing just now, i found out something.
LOL. Sighs, typical -.-
LOOOL. Iseriouslyneedtochange.
Change, alotalot. Stopbeinglikethis.
Distractmefromchanging, diebadly.
Dinner time ! Yay :D
Post upp soon! And, leave a tag (L).

When she starts t realise, everyone around her betrays & lie t her, thn was whn she knew, this are humans. Hypocrites. -.-

Umm hello :D
Update for request of jm ! :D
Not veh active in audi but since psk's back,
I'll be back active ! LOL.
Superrrr bored D:
Now someone's got newnew target, LOLOL.
Dont reply ppl alr. LOL
Tht sounds normal o.o
HOW TYPICAL --..--
LOL. Tht's great o.o
I want hurry main o.o
But my skills are lacking o.o

Just your past tense.
Hello, do you even care, you hypocrite ?
It's so great of you.
Act like you care, for all you want.

Update !
Didn't really mia audi this days .
But audi-ed for nth. Just random playing.
So bored D: Th music player isn't working D:
Today brbp-ed w pros and clarisse.
Won all th way ~ Yay. LOLOL.
Did nothing much today. :x
Audi was boring. LL help me buy channel.
Thanks lots! (L)
But i didn't know till th channel left 2 hours.
Asked clarisse t come. She asked along her friends .
Played many diff modes ;o
Fp didn't move much D:
Rank didn't move at all . Z!
Nobody was like helping out.
I was alone tagging fp.
Now LL's fam rank two hundred plus.
It's like super fast D:
Mine stucked at 397. Z!
I am bored stiff D:
My lappy is crazy again D:
The keypad gone mad D:
Forget it, iseriouslymissthtpskbadly D:
Off , bye :D anyw, i shall not post so often alr,
no one reads them anyw, .___.

Gave my blog a new look .
All thanks t jengmin :]
She teached me how t code .
She was super great at coding :\
Dumb me for coding D:
ilovemyblogsongs. LOL.
I prefer th first three .
I am yearning for lowkayhua's books D:
I read one of her novels before.
It's super nice :]
I might be miaing audi soon :\
Unless something really makes me stay LOL.
No point for me t play it.
Let me mia till ling's back.
Thn when she leave for china i'll continue miaing.
Did chores today. LOL. I'm guai , shy LOL.
i'll not online in msn often.
This few days keep online for nth, roar !
Find stuffs t do :\
I wna watch new moon hello D:
Drag one week alr D:
Super sickish D:
Headache for awhileawhile thn stop thn there it comes again --.--
Stomachache for long D:
Off t watch tv :D
Bye peeps , Tag me alrights ! (L)

It's beyond my limits. I've read something nice, real nice frm a page. How great it would be, whn everything's going fine. Everything's going great, yet this lil thing just ruin everything. It just got everybody getting upset over it.
Wht for thinking so much -.- Crazy. It's sad t get disappointed over&over again&again, but this was part of life. Life still goes on, nothing's changing for you. This was life, this is life. Not gonna think so much. Life still goes on.

Update :D
Oh gosh, i am having headache and stomachaches D:
Woke at 11 plus, o.o quite early :\LOL.
Usually wake at 2 plus 3 .
Maybe tht's why i am having headache .
I cant make it for sch reopen D:
Scarly wake after school D:
LOL. ._. Using brother's lappy now o.o
Will Post upp later :D

Feels a world away .

You hestitates .

Sorry for th lack of updates :]
Went t lt1 for fuel today at 9.
Headed for classrooms for new buzz groups.
Aww. People seperated :\
I still in sis jenn's buzz group. Tht's kinda great :D
Audrey and Sharlene same buzz group as me o.o
And th new sec ones are super quiet :\
Some people almost cried .
After fuel, late for serving.
Serving time audrey told me we were psps.
O.O shocked . hahs, served for offering .
After service wanted skip debrief,
but still didn't.
Later went for last buzz group photo ..
Thn met Sis jenn and some other to-be-sec twos for game stuffs.
Ate at hans, super full after finishing th soup alr.
._. Cant finish half th plate. D:
Thn went t lt1 outside t prepare th game stuffs .
Till about 4.40 ..
Bused home and reached at about 5 .
Ate, and slept all th way t 9.
Super tired D:
Thn skipped dinner . Watched tv.
Super awake , cant sleep. D:
Never online audi whole day .
Feel like mia-ing audi and comp.
Just stay at home t rot.
Sounds good ? hah, maybe .
Shouldn't waste time on lappying too much .
I seriously need a haircut D:
My fringe are super long D:
I am putting it t side yet it still touches my eyes D:
It's irritating aww T.T
I should end here :D
Leave a tag , takecares (L)

Having your peace and presence,

i fear, nothing .

For you are more than i could pray.

Woke at 1 plus today.
Watched tv till 2, comp-ed while eating,
love party today. Yet still hungry :/
Finally ring changed D:
I was chionging like (?) -.-
Thnks ling for helping me anyw :]
Grats ling for passing lp :]
She's leaving sg for japan 2 days ltr.
Roar! Nvr bring me go :D
Quite tyco for audi today. idk why .
Play till abit dulan wanted t bath, yt feels like posting .
Hoping this month would be a great month.
Christmas :D melovechristmas. LOL.
Sweetest told me :
'thr's no point being tgt if quarrels always exist, yet feeling dont.'
O.o. haha sweetest must last long k :D
idw always change papa . LOL.
I haven't bath :/ LOL
Dirty :/ ewww. LOL. lazy t bath D:
I seriously cant think of anything t post recently :/
My days are th same, nothing special t talk abt .
Hmmms . I think i should shower soon since nothing t post abt.

If pride was all tht meant t you .

Stop smiling innocence. Afterall, there's no point .

Wht's wrong nowadays -.-

i am over-estimating myself, I have t admit.

I can't change anything.

xxx.