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We appear t be sisters, dear, blabla.
But no one knows wht i am thinking inside.
I guess you probably just need a friend who is similar t you,
someone who can accompany you wherever you go.
And all this, i think, she's th one you really need.
She's th one you would prefer, cause she's similar t you,
and she's available at anytime.
But i am different, totally different.
And, i can chose wht type of friends i want.
Idk wht you're thinking.
Maybe trying t tell me blabla, hinting me t stay away frm her?
So tht i will stick t you?
If i were t chose again, maybe, it wasn't you tht i now am so close with.
I just feel, tht you've changed, alot, since th first term.
But, just something t tell you, i'll always be there for you .

Yo peepoos! :D Returned! :D
It wasnt tht they approached me tht i was angry about.
It was tht you said i hong you.
But i thought, it was another way round.
T sustain tht, you sacrificed me.
Yes whtever, stupid me still believing you.
Hilarious ain't it?
And because of tht, i had t apologise, and been looked down by peepoos.
But of course, i wont blame you, cause i wont get angry cause of this.
Well, no point losing my brain cells cause of you, cause you ain't worth it.
Ok, little bit of evilish, but still, th fact:D
Cause, as god's child, i am t get out of my comfort zone! :]
So, whtever you all say, whtever you all think, t me, is just personal opinions from yourself.
And i wont care much about tht alrights:)
So dont worry about me(BHB), cause i ain't affected by wht you all did and say.
But this thing, i am so upset.
Tht he is getting expelled, from just one message.
Th message he sent me, just one message, could make me so devastated.
He claimed, tht it was th last day tht he might see me, cause he is getting expelled.
When i received th message, my mind was empty.
I couldn't think, it was so random..
Even lied t me tht he wasn't expelled t make me feel better.
But, clever me still knew tht he was lying.
Baddie you. Next time let me control you k!
Now he's waiting for rangen t speak t him.
And i pray, tht he wont be expelled. Please.
If you ain't expelled, let me supervise you k!
So tht you wont be bad alrights! :)
And of course, so tht you wont have a chance t get expelled!
And hope you keep t your promise k!
Dont dissapoint me. [:
All thanks t wht have put upon me .
Ending with a verse today^^
'I can do all things through him who gives me strength.'
&May you all have a great day:)


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ME:DDDD


Hugging th cubicle? haha laughs^^





BTW, REJOICES!!! HE CAME WITH A MESSAGE ONCE MORE, SAYING ALL THT HAVE BEEN FINE^^
HE AIN'T EXPELLED!! ^^
JUST HOPE THT HE WONT LIE T ME AGAIN! :D
THANK GOD :DDD

sorry for th long post^^

For every piece of word you've said, i hope you remember it.
You did all you wanted, cause i am not in th place t interfere with.
But without you with me, i realised i grew stronger too.
You were never there by me, it wasn't you.
He was always there. You? Far from tht.
This should be th end. Anyway, we are like strangers now.

Back t posting EARTHLINGS!
Yesterday's training wasn't as bad as i thought was.
Part Cs weren't as bad t me as i thought. LOL.
Cant PT cause i fell. Then hand and knee so pain neh!
Fell at PE tht time. LOL.
keep teasing me on how i fell.== Eeediot siol^^
Was running 2.4 retake LOL.
I looked back, stepped on someone's shoe, thn slided :[
Lessons till 1230.
Then slacked in class. Beavis and Zhenwei fought.==
Now Beavis is hurt at his neck. :O
Beavis still went for training ._.
LOL. k, back t training.
Elimination game was fun LOL.
Though kena tekan by alot Part Cs.
LOL. Cause me, Shawn, and Warren
Elimination LOL. Alan say tekan us buay tahan, haha! laughs:D
Cause we difficult t eliminate LOL.
Tht idiot JoshuaN&OZhenWei. Keep looking at me do drills.
Make me laugh. IDIOT siol. Then make me kena scolding by Part C.
ZZZ! Keep dsiao me. Tuesday return t sch you die^^
Btw, i am multi-tasking LOL.
*msging, talking on msn with simin and shujit, posting, updating photo.
haha, laughs, call me a pro^^

K, ending here yepps:D Will miss posting k! :D

Bye^^

Woke at 7. Went t church .
Aww. i forgotten where i have placed marinda's geography textbook.
So didn't bring it along with me.
After service i looked at my phone.
3 minutes before 1.06 he* texted me.
Surprised k. Whtever. Just dont wna talk so much luhh.
So replied shorter. hmmmphs.
Went for de-brief. Haha. de-brief was funny.
Dress code for two weeks ltr : tie and soft toy.
OMG>< LOL. Why recently dress code so strange, LOL.
Finally decided : Dress code for two weeks ltr is :
Boys : tie.
Girls : bring soft toy.
All : white top.
I was like ?.? @.@
Wht a difficult dress code. LOL.
After tht went t bus stop with Audrey.
Bused off back home. Had my lunch.
Then computer time:D
Do some blogging stuffs. ^^
Then went t audi.
Woah, he online:D eeeee. Cheat my feeling one LOL.
Say cant use for one week. Ended up appeared more than twice. D:
Then we were discussing which name t change t.
He suggested -Zephyr- . but i say too chim for many people.
Then he said -Zenith- .... Well, this is too chim too.
Then -Table- & -Chair- .
Then ---Moon & --Star .
LOL. Abit silly. haha :D
ok yepps, and after awhile he needa go off alr.
So just continued t recruit one person.
Then one random person added me. Accepted, and ask who she was.
She knew i was a girl yepps, and asked me t les with her.
Duh=='' Immediately scolded. Gave me a stupid address, asked me find her.
Laugh out loud k! Blabla, of course some vulgarities, but yepps, not tht much alrights!
and um. Think she's young. I mean. th way she talks makes me think she's not yet 11==''
& hmmm, she asks me t f off! Hilarious! She was th one who added me and she asks me t f off!
Laughs^^ well, just something t tell xiaomeimei, dont behind screen step k.
Eventually you will get into trouble in future. ==''
And please, ok nvm, really bwg for this type people. zzz.

Many things t post about. :/
Cause haven't posted for days alr. Roar!
Hope you won't fall asleep by reading^^

Tuesday
Had th chance t post, but brother shoo-ed me off;
cause he wanted t play CS with cousing D:
So i went t use another lappy. :D
But after i've thought of wht i'm gonna post,
mother shoo-ed me off. Cause we nidda go aunt's house.
Eeeee. LOL. Didn't wanted t go, but still i did.
Then walked t aunt's place. Wasn't tht far though.
Oh man, th dogs at their house stinked.
Guess they haven't washed it for days?
Btw, i could hear th dogs barking miles away LOL. Zzz.
Went in th house, Uncle let th dog out.
Ahhhhh! I ran as fast as i could ; which my mum did too.
Interesting part : We ran out of th house and locked th gate.
Then we moved th cupboard t th gate. Haha! ^^
Ok, this shows tht we are afraid of dogs alrights!
Then uncle whacked th dog t go back th cage.
LALALA~ LOL poorthing:D
Then walked t th nearest NTUC. Bought 7 cup noodles & 5 packs of instant noodles:D
I am feeling hungry now^^
Then walked home after having dinner yepps^^
& tht's how i ended 080909^^

Wednesday
090909^^ Great day for special occasions^^
Morning woke at 5.45. Prepare go school.
Reached school at 6.58 ^^ before i was late^^
Waited.. Then falled in.. Blablabla^^
asked ms lee if can bring non camera phone along not.
She say can, but still th best t put it with her. hmph!
ok um i use blabla t represent series of non important events k! ^^
blabla thn went up th plane.
Shakes here and there^^ But so fun^^
Yea. Today actually going dental appointment.
But postponed t november cause of ncc==
blabla.. Then rest of th day was sleeping^^

Thursday
Wanted t post again. But once i on th lappy,
Th icon tht shows AUDITION is so tempting,
So i double clicked it, and logged in.
WHOOSH! i saw him online:D hooray. LOL
So we went t chiong hearts. HOHOHO.
Levelled our ring^^ FINALLY~~ chiong so long finally can love party. ^^
Then he went t top up @-cash. And bought th ticket.
We passed love party at first try^^ hehe:D
Silver ring upgraded t gold ring^^
lalala~~ heehee^^

ok, now i am left with truckloads of homework undone k!
ROAR~ But let me enjoy first thn do k^^
Heehee. Evil^^ ok now i gonna audi alr:D Bye^^
Btw, sorry for th long post. :D

Back t posting:D
Ytd went t church. communion this week hoho.
At altar was so surprising heh?
Tears lala. My eyes so red. OMG. So damn red eh!
After service cell leader came t talk t me.
Yepps. After tht bused home. Thn wanted t use lappy.
But cant eeeeks. Hmmm.
Ytd's sermon was cool ! It goes like this ;
"IN...NOT OF"
god will accept you as who you are ;
and you need not offer yourself or change yourself t be accepted ;
cause god loves your imperfection. :D

LALALA! And tht's wht ytd's sermon was about. :D
And i am so frustrated now cause i cant unload photos. UHH!
& now i look like a freak, cause i made my left hand nails hotpink in colour ;
& right hand nails bright yellow in colour.
Looks cool, but i look like a freak. LOL. :D
Tried black. But looks normal. Cause tried it before :D
Thn look like monster. Tried hotpink + yellow. Now so weird :D

tht love of yours ; like this bubble,

will blow out anytime.

Hello peeps! :D Relinked alr ma? :B Remember t relink alrights! tyvm.
I changed email for my blog, tht's why i dont have any post now.
Sobs k! My post all dissapear. But whtever, cause it'll build up by time^^
No more past, only future :D
Today woke at 10 , if i am not wrong. Thn slacked on bed till 10.15.
Finished brushing teeth went t bed again LOL.
Couldn't sleep by then, so went t take phone.
Coincidencely, he messaged me saying he just woke LOL.
BLABLA and thn at 12.30 used comp. Finding skins. ROAR!~
Thn found one, which totally can't work out.
So was trying t find another when one caught my eye.
And tht's wht i am having now^^
Edited BLABLA, thn edited th previous blog.
Changed t relink skin. Thn come post alr:D
Yesterday after SAW went t church,
But it was such rush for me. GRRR!~
Then reached church by 7. OMG.
So ps uhh~ eeeee. Some had alr gotten into positions,
but me, had just reached. eeeee!
&! Worship experience was so fun!! We rocked th ground!
Worshipped; jumped; made th ground shake; cause there is tons of people:D
So fun^^ Praise god^^
Laughs:D fun worship experience:D
Think i am gonna train tht account of mine without him accompanying again ._.bye.